Queer Heterosexuality

      "I can not believe this is happening between a man and woman."  This thought swells in my mind every time I'm with her.  My hard, black cock dangles from between my thighs.  At the same instance, her small white wrist does the same as her fist makes it that much deeper inside.  Heterosexuality is redefined for me with every thrust.  Masculinity and power becomes disassociated, as I keep my manhood intact as she takes control.  Who says men can't moan in the fifth octave?
     I thought I would only find total worship in the company of men.  But, she loves my asshole.  She loves my toes.  The soles of my feet.  All the nooks and crannies that make my voice whistle.  Furthermore, she finds my cocksucking adorable...
     I love that we can relax the fixed, traditional dynamics of heterosexual relations....and just play!  She can peg me with her strap-on without being feminizing me.  She can tightly grip my hips without adding bass to her voice.  We can be ourselves: two queer people making a connection.

How beautiful?

     Queer heterosexuality interests me.  The idea that dykes and fags can become comfortable enough to connect and explore one another.  The idea that men and women can relate beyond the old in-and-out... relating beyond the old me-Tarzan-you-Jane... After my handful of experiences, I can never return to my former understanding.  I need a woman who isn't afraid to put her foot up my ass.......literally.

"Forbidden's First Pair of Stockings" by Boistrous

A Misogynist Rant...

     She was the mother of falsehood.  Her words were a device invented to detract me from her true feelings.  It was frustrating to unravel the deceit coating every gesture...every conversation...every gift.  Her constant diversions left my love fatigued.
     Unfortunately, I learned she isn't the only woman with a forked-tongue.  She isn't the only woman with an ulterior set of hands.  For a period, I started to hate women.  It seemed they were all trapped inside an unnecessary defense system.
     I admit, exiting a long-term relationship has left my perspective skewed.  Consequentially, I started to find comfort in the arms of men because I craved the directness.  Men are more straight forward.  I need this.
     Now that I've recovered from my previous relationship, I'm open to dating women again.  I'm finding that I am more attracted to women who exhibit masculine traits because they tend to be more blunt and aggressive.  There seems to be more of a separation between their emotions and...everything else.
     Are all women evil?  Perhaps.  However, I'm learning that it all depends on perspective.  I was focusing solely on the perfumed masks and pussy politics.  Now that my sight is clearer, I can see the vulnerable pearl dwelling within the tough shell...and the need to protect it.  Writing this, I'm realizing that the same is true for men.  Maybe we're all evil...I feel a little evil for posting this...

     The photography is by Sacha Federowsky.  The art strikes me as darkly feminine.  I enjoyed the gritty, esoteric styling of the portfolio.

This collection is called:

Dread & Ectasy

Invocation: Forbidden Moon

It's a new era

Watching me suck cock makes her hot.

She whispers encouragement as I take it up the ass.

She's my match.

We're twisted by the same curve.

Her belly bubbles behind her eyes.

The New makes her pussy wet.

Let's blur the lines

Smear plum colored lipstick across my black hole

Peg me with sympathy then selfishness

I'll return the favor a hundred fold

She exists...

I'm ready.

Partialism: Pussy

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Male Evolution: Are Gentlemen the New Ladies?

     There is an interesting shift taking place.  Women are beginning to earn more money and handle more assets.  Meanwhile, there is an upswing in male conviction rates.  There is an increase in single parent households where women are the sole provider.  If you do the math, eligible bachelors are beautifully outnumbered by bachelorettes.  Key word: eligible; attractive, available men without familial baggage.
     Women are searching high and low for worthwhile men.  The tables have truly turned.  Women are taking men out and paying the tab.  Women are proactively securing men and taking good care of them.  Men are starting to have more interest in physical attractiveness to land women of a higher caliber.  All we need is a feminine alternative to chivalry and the transformation would be complete.
    

Isn't it cool to be the center of attention?

Fun with Polyamory: The Feminine Void

     Update: I have fallen in love with a couple. I’m sweetly confused because I like each man individually, yet loving their union much more.  One being a Taurus and the other a Cancer, I fit snuggly in between with my Gemini contribution.  Do I provide balance?  Or am I fun third wheel?  It is very strange, how being involved with a triad gives me the freedom and acceptance I so sorely need.  Revolving around them, I occasionally land for a night or two, only to fly back to my single life as usual.  No one’s lonely or requesting more; it’s quite perfect…almost.
     When you cross three, versatile men, you can imagine the infinite possibilities.  I’ve been bent into every direction, every dimension; I’ve been the recipient and the projector, sometimes simultaneously.  Every time we make love, I feel as if something of cosmic proportions happens; as if I mailed a package to God’s Address…and He signed for it!  I feel so charged when I am around them; I can’t keep my hands to myself.  Alternately, I am so fulfilled when I go home; sex/love is the last thing on my mind…unless the number three pops up.
     There is one thing that has kept me perplexed since we’ve been together: There’s a small void.  We’re all bisexual, thus, to a degree there’s still enough room for a woman.  Isn’t that amazing?  Despite the advanced trick where I open my mouth wide enough to take both their cocks.  Despite the ever revolving, four handed massages which leave no one left out. 

Despite the 69-ing/1 & the gay-sex-cubed, there’s still unknown variable: woman. 

     What's the value of this variable?  I don’t know.  Now, I'm famous for intelsexualizing the bare basics and missing the point entirely. I’m ashamed to admit that pondering a woman’s worth is giving me a headache.

(1) It’s beyond sexual, for we have all of the orifices we need.

(2) It’s beyond domestic, for everyone can cook and clean very well.

(3) It’s beyond sensitivity and understanding, because we have expanded our masculinity to include it.

(4) It’s beyond everything I’ve been taught that women are supposed to provide.

Yet the void persists…

     I really hate to pose this question, but what's so special about women? I know there has to be some value, but it’s hard to not see a man with those same qualities. Outside of childbirth, beautiful breasts and soft skin, I am short on answers.  For example, I truly love my mother, I think she is an incredible person; but can her qualities be attributed to femininity? Or is she independently great outside of gender?

Could someone help me out with this?

The world has made you the man of my dreams

     She could have her way with me...whatever that would mean.  Her super smooth delivery and her spiritual erotica has me twisted.  I am speaking of Ms. Meshell Ndegeocello.  I have never been so confused by anyone in my life, she has managed to use my bisexuality to turn me straight...I think...well, you know, technically...forget it.

     I have been chasing a phantom, inspired by the (wo)man of my dreams, but I've had very little success.  You see, I am very curious to see what it would be like to sleep with a sexy butch woman.  I wonder what it would be like to have the tables turned.  Unfortunately, every time I make a connection, she resorts to the 'woman' role and I have to be twice the 'man' to handle her. (LOL) I want to be mounted and conquered and domesticated by a beautiful stud woman.  I'm expecting some creative positions.  I'm expecting to be humbled and exalted at once.  I'm expecting to be making cheese omelets in the morning.

Am I The Only One Curious?

     If you have ever listened to this woman's body of work, you will definitely understand where I'm coming from.  Slow jams like "Trust", "Elliptical", "Earth" has me deeply in love.  Look out for her new album, "Devil's Halo" coming later this year...